I praised God almost everyday because he gave me chance to live again . Life is different this year . Becoming more independent to pay my own bills and transportation . Not dependin' on my parents that much because they themselves havin' financial problems . Now I understand and could feel how hard/difficult to earn money and pay all the bills and for our daily life . I , myself ., Not yet stable in this . Plus I'm a shopholic . Couldn't save money for any emergency . But with someone's help .. I'm still learning how to handle cash and spend on things that I need or important . This time pay , I won't spend on those things that I don't need and not important . Am plannin' to buy a digital camera for myself since there's IT Fair this coming March! (: So with God's willing ., Hopefully I can get myself a digital camera buy end of this month .

On the other side of my life , I've been trying to settle down with " Love Life " but I think it's not the right time yet . Been telling myself lots of times not to rush myself to be in a relationship . I'm, tired of changing boyfriend every year . Yes! Tired and it hurts my heart everytime love breaks apart in the middle of the relationship . That is the reason right now I'm giving the person time to get to know the inner side of me . It takes a lot of time and sacrificing as I'm different from other girls . I'm stubborn . I'm fickle-minded . I'm hot-tempered . I don't think you'll be able to handle a girl like me . *smile*

To a man whom may concern ,
I like to date with cha more often and been thinking bout going further . Like I told cha before , give each other time to learn and know one another's attitude ., especially mine . Ain't easy as you know . *winks* You've been accompany my day&night . I appreciate your presence . You make me interested in love again but i'm still scared to be in a relationship . Let's not rush baby . If my heart is for you , I will stay and be with you . All I gotta say is If you really serious to be with me , do your best to make this relationship fun as we goes on the road together and be more understanding with my current life . Do leave and don't force yourself to stay if you unable to take my attitude or whatsoever . I don't mind if you leave because I'm used to all this " come&go" . But right now , I don't think you'll do the same thing . Hopefully not aye cause my heart is craving for your love and not others . So stay tune for the real love . May Allah bless us with full of happiness and memoriable moments . <3 Namja .

Likes come and goes like butterfly .
But Love stays when they found the right person .

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