It does not ends tonight.

title: middle of the night .
date: Sunday, November 22, 2009
time:1:25 AM

Lettin' out my feelings tonight while listenin to Halo by Beyonce Knowles repeatedly . Cryin' out tonight with no ones comfort . Picturin' your face in my mind . Wasn't expecting this to happen . I swear i wasn't prepared for your dissapering

But now ., where were you?

It's been a week and im still counting . No news from you at all . You treat me like a zombie . As if im a stranger . Why must it be in this way?

Im hurt . Im sad . Im sick . Im mad .

I swear you're the only hero i treasure the most . I cried when i came upon your pictures . I cried when i saw you smile in those pictures . I message you right up straight . Sadly ., there was no respond . And now my heart keep saying " I miss ____ " ; every second . I closed my mouth so that my family won't hear me . I turn on the song out loud so that i could say it inside my heart without no one hearing .

Am i supposed to suffer right now? Cause i am right now .

Don't wish to let you go eventhough there's no relationship between us . I just treasure you like a diamond ., I don't know why . I miss you . I need you . Will this be over soon?

Labels: bring my hero back .

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title: A day with december baby .
date: Friday, November 20, 2009
time:1:00 AM

. ASRAFF MOHD .

Someone new in my life .
I won't tell you who is he to me but i will tell you about yesterday outing with him (:
It was our very first time meet-up .
In a short time ., we make a plan to meet up .

Yesterday was the day ! Met him at CityHall station and we went to Dhoby Ghaut as we have planned earlier that we shall watched movie . Everything when smoothly . Damn smooth like water ., hehe~ Bought tickets and ate our lunch before the movie start . The show end at around 6plus ., So we decided to chill out somewhere . Last minute decision we went to Marina Square by bus - Bugis by bus 11(walk) .

During that journey ., we had a long chatty . Bout family ., friends and etc . it wasn't a waste . Every minute there is something to talk or even joke around . And i do know that he is interested in CARS and RUGBY . This fellow do know most of the cars name . Seriously., he name every single car to me when we were walking . Eventhough i don't know a thing at least now i know something . HAHA !

Overall ., I shall call it an AWESOME day with ASRAFF (: *thumbs up*

Thank you dear for the awesome day.
IHY ♥

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RAGING PHOENIX

That is the movie we watched . Rate : 5/5
It was totally AWESOME movie and there will be no regrets .
I am looking forward to watch this show again because it was superb (:
Whoever gonna watch this show ., please kindly bring me along .
I won't elaborate bout the movie cause it won't be interesting once i tell you bout the story .
Why not you people watch it yourself ?
Trust me ., There will be no regrets !
*peace*

Labels: looking forward to meet you again .

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title: this heart belongs to you .
date: Friday, November 13, 2009
time:2:14 AM

This feelings get deeper when you started to hug me tight .

This feelings get deeper when you started to kiss me .

This feelings get deeper when you said ,

" I won't let you go . "

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You are my Sunshine .
You are my Moonlight .
You make me happy .
You make me smile .

Those touch .
Those kiss .
Those hugs .
Those laugh .

How am i supposed to leave you?
How am i supposed to forget you?
It would be a nightmare when you're gone in a sudden .
It would be lonely when you're gone in a sudden .

I love you .
I do really love you .
Believe me baby .
Trust me darling .
:)

My words may be pointless but im telling you the truth .
Give me chance .
Give me hope .

I'll prove you .
-Patience&Trust-
Insyallah .

Labels: afford to give you my love but not money .

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title: 2 down 10 more to go .
date: Thursday, November 12, 2009
time:2:25 AM

Im back after a whole week of work (: But i still have dance practice this whole week as my upcoming performance is on Friday at ITE Dover . Hell Yeah i am tired and looking forward on Saturday because I want to have a rest and spend time with someone . ^^

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Hero is back safely as well from Hanoi , Vietnam .
*alhamdullilah*
OUYSSIMI

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Life has been full of ups and downs . Only dearest God understands my feelings and know my hopes . Patient and understanding is all I need right now . I need hero , bestfriend and girlfriends around me and be with me in this journey . Though they may be far apart and busy with their own story life .. I just want them to show some care&love for me . No one else i could turn to except them .

hero ,
you were always the first person that I could rely on right now .
you were always there to be my companion thru the whole night .
you were always be the one whom insert happiness and laughter in my life .
continue this way because i still need you .
iloveyou ♥

bestfriend Wan kekek ,
i understand you are having a hard time with your NS life .
i don't need anything from you except your love .
i don't want to make your life harder because i don't want you to suffer .
im trying my best to help you and be there for you whenever you need me , promise .
it's been months i assume since we last met .
soon we should meet ok darling (:
♥imissyou

my two girlfriend ,
i assume you know who you are .
would like to tell you both that i really miss you .
im trying my best to make up with one another but you both seems so busy .
i hope we could catch things up again .
i dont' want our friendship to end till our secondary life .
just keep moving together and never fail to stop contact .
i miss disturbing and gossiping with you girls .
seriously , i miss everything about you both .
Please , i need you girls right now .
iloveyouandimissyou ♥

Labels: life has to keep moving on track .

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