It does not ends tonight.

title: The reason why i'm gone .
date: Sunday, March 28, 2010
time:9:25 PM

I dosen't have any problems in life lately. Managed to make everything go smoothly as what I wanted it to be. But there's always so many thoughts in my mind. I wasn't unsure of what shall i do next. Maybe I'll just let it aside and take my sweet time to think bout it. (:

Recently in life, I've been working. Only get a day of every week. It's sort of tiring but I never thought of giving up in that work as I promised myself to take the challenges no matter how hard/hurt it would be. I know im strong enough and able to take up the challenges/the consequences.

Time pass really fast. It's going to be April soon. Thinking what would happen in few months time. All i need now is money and holiday. *Hehe^^

And dearest ____,

"Where have you been? I miss you, you know. Somehow i miss your company and hope you could spare some time for me and put aside your career just for awhile. <3"

Look at the inner layer where my heart is bleeding.

Tryna' to show you my deepest feelings.

I'll never be the one but you'll be forever my hero.

Labels: Leave me a notice before you go.

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title: Incomplete love .
date: Wednesday, March 3, 2010
time:12:54 AM

I purposely blur this picture . It is incomplete because we've not yet together but I've already cherished all the moments when I'm with you since the day we start dating . I don't know when we can settle down and be serious with each other .

You may be the one whom I want to be with .
You may be the one whom I love .
You may be the one whom I will hold on to .

Oh dear! I just couldn't wait to know the results . I mean what will happen in few days time or months or years . Am I still gonna be with you? Haha ! To my point of view , you're not bad looking after all . After gotten praised from mummy .. Seems like she's accepted you . Hohoho! May Allah except you to be with me forever ! *smile*

Love can never be the same when you're gone .

Labels: Oh love .

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title: The world keeps moving ,
date: Tuesday, March 2, 2010
time:9:50 PM

I praised God almost everyday because he gave me chance to live again . Life is different this year . Becoming more independent to pay my own bills and transportation . Not dependin' on my parents that much because they themselves havin' financial problems . Now I understand and could feel how hard/difficult to earn money and pay all the bills and for our daily life . I , myself ., Not yet stable in this . Plus I'm a shopholic . Couldn't save money for any emergency . But with someone's help .. I'm still learning how to handle cash and spend on things that I need or important . This time pay , I won't spend on those things that I don't need and not important . Am plannin' to buy a digital camera for myself since there's IT Fair this coming March! (: So with God's willing ., Hopefully I can get myself a digital camera buy end of this month .

On the other side of my life , I've been trying to settle down with " Love Life " but I think it's not the right time yet . Been telling myself lots of times not to rush myself to be in a relationship . I'm, tired of changing boyfriend every year . Yes! Tired and it hurts my heart everytime love breaks apart in the middle of the relationship . That is the reason right now I'm giving the person time to get to know the inner side of me . It takes a lot of time and sacrificing as I'm different from other girls . I'm stubborn . I'm fickle-minded . I'm hot-tempered . I don't think you'll be able to handle a girl like me . *smile*

To a man whom may concern ,
I like to date with cha more often and been thinking bout going further . Like I told cha before , give each other time to learn and know one another's attitude ., especially mine . Ain't easy as you know . *winks* You've been accompany my day&night . I appreciate your presence . You make me interested in love again but i'm still scared to be in a relationship . Let's not rush baby . If my heart is for you , I will stay and be with you . All I gotta say is If you really serious to be with me , do your best to make this relationship fun as we goes on the road together and be more understanding with my current life . Do leave and don't force yourself to stay if you unable to take my attitude or whatsoever . I don't mind if you leave because I'm used to all this " come&go" . But right now , I don't think you'll do the same thing . Hopefully not aye cause my heart is craving for your love and not others . So stay tune for the real love . May Allah bless us with full of happiness and memoriable moments . <3 Namja .

Likes come and goes like butterfly .
But Love stays when they found the right person .

Labels: I love your presence .

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