It's going to be a month im being single . Life as a single person right now is extremly enjoying . After 7 months being in someone's hand/property .. i felt myself free like a butterfly . Seriously , im happy with whatever i have right now . My friends were always there for me especially my dearly darlings . I share my stories with them , i share my laughter with them . You know sometimes i rather love animals then human beings ...

Besides that , i think i've fallen for someone but .. im totally not yet prepared . Though i know him for quite soemtimes .. i still have long way to go . He isn't like all my previous ex whom i know . There's a unique thing in him (:

Love isn't easy as what i expected . After i broke up with that _______.. I have no trust on guys except my hero of course . It's fucking hard for me to love another someone and understand them . Right now, they don't even know i am admiring them from far . I did not show them my love like how i used whenever i admire someone .

Now it's different . I always admire them from far . I always back out whenever i found out they in contact with someone . I just don't want to destroy their relationship . Easily say , i started to give out to other people easily and just move and and go with the flow ... May Allah bless with someone that suits me and willing to sacrifice his life time XD