It does not ends tonight.

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date: Tuesday, March 31, 2009
time:5:00 PM

SATURDAY .
I awaken by a call/message from dearest Wan . He supposed to pick me up at 1plus as we planning not to miss watchin' Dance Competition at West Coast Plaza . End up we reached West Coast at 3plus . [insertlaugh] We watched till dearest Nabil came . Then , since we 3 musketeers have not taken our lunch , i planned to go lunch . We went Marina Square foodcourt and have our lucnh . Walked around Marina Square and went Esplanade to watch some performance . Met a few groups of known people . We waited for Nisa Darling since she wanted to meet me . Asked her to follow us since her sister is with her boyfriend . She agreed and not wasting time we walk to the carpark . Since Nabil forgot to bring his camera along , Nazy being nice-and-mean asked him to go back home and take his camera . [insertevillaugh] We followed Nabil all-the-way to West Coast and we went to chill out and get some fresh night air at Henderson Waves and Kent-ridge Park . By 10pm , we sent Nisa Darling back home . And then , we went to grab some drinks at Jurong West , Makan Shiok . Being their princess , Nabil and Wan send me home as usual . [ insertwinks ]

SUNDAY .
Actually i thought of staying home since the next day is school . End up , get a last minute message from dearest Syaz asking me to accompany him to Queensway . So being a nice girl-friend , i did accompany him since he badly want to survey gloves . We went Queensway just for awhile as the next day is school! Took bus all the way to Queensway and back home . Thanks to dearest Syaz for sending me home (:

MONDAY & TUESDAY .
As usual , school! Drag myself to the bathroom in the morning . Totally hate to wake up in the morning but what to do . I have to force myself to get up from that fcuking comfortable bed of mine as i do not want to miss anything in school since this year is my important year . School was actually not that bad with wonderful people around you . Per normal , I went home straight and did my assignments . Teachers gave tons and tons and tons of assignments and have to be done within a short period . & i still have a couple of assignments to go ...... *dead&gone*

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date: Friday, March 27, 2009
time:6:43 PM

LOVE ?

Am i regrettin' all this?
Are we meant to be on our seperate ways?
Everything turnin' upside down .
Those promises .
Those wishes .
Everything gone like a snap .
How i wished this dosen't happened .
I don't know why i can't accept you anymore .
I miss everything about you .

Am i ready to see him with another girl?

Labels: Should i miss you even when it's over?

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date: Thursday, March 26, 2009
time:10:32 PM

DAVID ARCHULETTA .

While i was wathing tv .I saw this guy above . He attracts my eye that in a second i could fallen in love with him . OhDavid! [ insertlaugh ] This singer is super-uber cute . I can't take my eyes off him . Lols! And and , he's voice were sooooooooo nice&sweet . All his songs were quite meaningful . How i wished i could get a guy like him . Charming! (:

Labels: i want to marry him .

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date: Wednesday, March 25, 2009
time:12:05 AM

Dear ____one ,
Thank you so much for everything .
I mean those late night when we spent most webcaming .
Almost single day , not even once we failed to webbywebby .
I don't feel lonely at all .
You were so entertainin' and never fail to make me smile/laugh .
Eventhough we seldom meet due to your busyness ,
you never felt tired entertaining me everyday .
I love seeing you smile .
& I miss pinching your cheeks .
Seriously , you were so chubby .
I miss walking with you back home .
How i wished God could gave me time to spent time with you and know you more .
You seems a truthful and a loyal person .
Thank you for accepting me as your friend (:

Muhammad ____one .
17 years old .
22 September 1992 .
Schooling in Repebulic Poly .

" I was very happy when you beside me . "

Labels: don't go ., please stay

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date: Sunday, March 22, 2009
time:1:36 PM

SATURDAY was oh so well spent with lovelies (:

I woke up in tha mornin' . Disturbed by those "Hamba Allah" whom have no sympathy to let me sleep in peace . Ring! Ring! There goes my phone ringging . Received a couple of missed calles and messages . Straight woke up and as usual , i can't resist my temptation to not on my computer . [insertlaugh] I'm just tooooooo addiceted! *click*

In tha afternoon , received a couple of messages asking me out . I reject some of them and decided to follow Ichak and friends to bugis for a shisha . It's been quite sometime i have not been to Bugis . Took a bath . Da-da-di-da-dum! Meet em' at Lakeside Mrt . Meet Nana&Suzanna at Outram . Then off we went Bugis for a shisha .

Around 7 , I met WanKekek at Cityhall . Another bacin, whom kept pestering/messaging me since afternoon asking me to meet him . We walked around Marina Square as he wanted to find sexy-tight-boxer as he does not feel comfortable wearing normal panties . [insertjoke] We settle down at Starbucks while waiting for Nabil Afro .

And i received a message from dearly sister and ex-boyfriend . I didn't expect they both to meet up . They asked me to meet them at somerset . I've agreed and I've regret . Know why? It is because i went there for nothing . Sucha waste of time . I walked off 5minutes later . Felt pissed for tha moment . But with Wan&Nabil , i feel a lil bit calm . We three musketeers [insertjoke] , went to Cineleisure thought we could grab a bite but seems like it's already getting late and most of the shops have closed .

We went Westcoast Park instead . Grab some food at Macdonald and settle down near the sea side . We had a loooooooooooong chat . I felt so comfortable till I feel totally enjoyed being with them . It was already late . If im not wrong it was already 1plus . Everyone's tired and decided to went home . Wan&Nabil send me home first . Within 10minutes , im back home safely . Alhamdulillah! (:

To dearestNabil Afro ,
Thank you for the night . Thank you for accompany me . Thank you for entertaining me . [insertlaugh] You're the most belo person I've ever met . And i've learned a new word from you . *kening naik naik* & Nabil , do ride safely yeah . Meet you again , maybe next week? Insyallah .

To dearestWan Kekek ,
After long time , at last we could catch things up together . Thank you for everything . I enjoy being with you especially riding with you with those oh-so-windy-wind! [insertsmile] You're even being sweet yesterday . Next week kite tunang ok? Hantaran only $12345 . [insertjoke] Hopefully there will be another week for us to hang-out again . & You better takecare when you on the road plus enjoy your dreadfull day in camp .

Labels: looking forward to another saturday night .

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date: Friday, March 20, 2009
time:5:23 PM

I Miss Granny .

Everyday i think of you .

Wondering how have you been up there .

I still remember when your last breath .

The day you leave me without saying goodbye .

You've gone 3 days before my birthday .

Oh Granny .

I miss yout touch .

I miss your kiss .

I miss calling you .

I miss hearing your voice .

I miss listening to your stories .

I miss eating with you .

I miss sleeping beside you .

I miss everything about you .

If i had one wish ..

I wished that you could be beside me .

My life is lonely without you .

You were the one whom always enlighten my day .

You were the one whom always encourage me in everything i do .

I cried looking at your photos .

Granny , i totally miss you .

Labels: Rememberance of beloved late granny .

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time:5:23 PM

Life Is Wonderful .

Thank God ,

cherish everything around me .

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date: Tuesday, March 17, 2009
time:1:02 AM

ICAK !

Come home soon .

I miss you like crazy .

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date: Monday, March 16, 2009
time:2:15 PM

Computer Breakdown !

Currently im usin'g big brother's computer since he's away in school . I won't be that active . Aiyahhhh! Hopefully someone will come to rescue this sick computer of mine . *peace* Takecare .

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date: Wednesday, March 11, 2009
time:12:21 AM

Gone .
It's hard to say goodbye .

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date: Tuesday, March 10, 2009
time:12:26 AM

Oh hello fellow humans. It was Monday. School boring. Bad weather. No mood. *smile* I went to meet Icak and friends after school. And last but not least , i met baby dehhh! It was a relieved. As it's been days since i last met him. Oh baby, I love you. Those hugs and kisses make me shrugs. Haha! Looking forward to March holidays cause i wanna spent time with my baby. Errghhh! I miss Ram Kenneth Cruz . Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I love you. I miss you. I want you.

Labels: wish you were here now.

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date: Sunday, March 8, 2009
time:11:00 AM

I feel totally down. Pressure was too much on me. Wonderful flu just dosen't want to go away. Thank god march holidays are coming. Am always looking forward for holidays as i want to have plenty of rest and peace my mind. Common-test is over and brought back bad results. Don't wished to elaborate. It was totally a dissapointment for me. *sigh* I betta work hard from now onwards as another test will be coming up in 2 months time. *sigh* What a life kan? Adui.

Yesterday i followed mother to wedding occasion as it has been months since i spend time with her. Canceled all my plans just to be with her. Awww, haha! And someone make me smile that day. *winks*

I saw that hotstuff ______. He's my sepupu dehhhh. And his mother kept pestering mother to stay a lil bit longer so me and him could spent time talking with each other. Haha! Like wt-Frog lah kans. His mother even asked mother to follow his family go J.B. Lols!
And the most paisey was when they talked about Marriage? ... Me and him? Hahaha! You get what i mean? Lols. He's hot but still ... Ohmamia~ I could not imagine if i marry him. Hurhur. I'll let God decide. haha! But he's not that bad actually. *winks*

Labels: Falling with her hot sepupu?

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date: Wednesday, March 4, 2009
time:9:32 PM

killing me softly .

hurt to know the truth .

enough of what i heard .

totally dissapointment .

totally speechless .

mix of feelings .

silent cry .

Craving for heaven .

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date: Tuesday, March 3, 2009
time:7:29 PM

I would like to wish boyfriend " Happy One Monthsary! " .. hohohoho! Since the day that we met , my love for you is sincere . You gave me the soul , you gave me the light . We managed to stay strong and hold on to those promises we've made . After a month being with you , i realised that you scared to lose me even if i tell you that you're the only one i love . You treat me nicely , you make me happy .. What's more can i asked for?

Distance dosen't matter . Age dosen't matter . As long that we both love each other sincerely . I hope that this may last long as i want you to be my last lover . Because for me , it's hard to be in love with someone who have the same passion as you . And what's more .. we manage to stay together although there's so much misunderstandings and quarell . Im happy that we could forgive each other easily .

I appreaciate everything you had done for me . Those sacrifices . I love you baby . You were the only one who have shown me the love effort . Though you stay far away and though you always busy with your dance , you still manage to spend time with me . You were always wanting to spend the night with me eventhough you're tired . Im proud of you , boyfriend !

I have learnt alot of things when im with you . I learn to be strong . I learn to appreciate things . I learn to be patient . I learn to settle things in a proper way . I even learn to be friendly though im shy at times . And lastly , i learn a few words of your languages (:

Baby , i love you and i try my best to give you happiness .

Let's look forward . Forget and forgive about the past .

Let's turn to the next chapter . Hopefully we could last long .

Amin .

Labels: Alhamdullilah .

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date: Monday, March 2, 2009
time:4:04 PM

Made from : SINGAPORE .

Edit by : Nazy Ibrahaim .

Dedicate to : Ram Kenneth Cruz .

Labels: since last year .

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