It's FADHIL NOH , bitch! :)

Oh he's back baby . Back where ? Back again in my life yaw .
Wonder why ? Go figure out yourself .

iloveyou,imissyou

Baby , would you give me another chance ?
Im sorry for what happen this few days .
I didn't mean to piss you off .
Nor i didn't mean to make you angry .
Like seriously , i think im insane .
I couldn't stop being angry with someone i love .
I keep angry for nothing .
Oh god !
I think my atittude really sucks .
Cause of me , i fought with baby for nothing .
Is it all because of menstruation that leads me this path ?

Now baby is really angry with me .
Like damn angry i think .
I don't know what to do right now .
I simply have no idea how to make him cheerful like last time .
I miss those times where he used to treat me like a baby .
Oh baby , i want those times .
Or maybe i want those times where we first met , can i ?
Im really sorry for all my wrong doings .
Forgive me will you , boyfriend ?
Please , im wishing not to let you go no matter what .
I seriously wont let other girls take you away from me .
Cause you are my heartbeat .
I love you with all my heart y'know .
And i dont expect you to leave me just because of my suckish atittude .
Just give me some encouragement and time to change myself to be a good girlfriend .
Maybe it works .
Baby , i hope you will read this post .
Because im really regret for what i have done to you .
Im sorry .

Will You be Mine ?
I wanna be yours forever baby .
To know that im happy with you right now .
Every time i see you walk away ,
I was hoping you could turn back and stay with me forever .
And sometimes ,
I wanna shout to the whole world that i love you , Arie .
I really do .
I know it's impossible .
Maybe one day i will tell the whole world how much you mean to me .
One day baby . One day .
xoxoxo

School has begun and im busy with my school right now . Last week i just got back from Batam Trip with Sriwanians . It was fun though especially when my room-mate was Bonnie :) Shopping with Bonnie and Sura was fun also . ( Elah , You miss tha fun babe . ) I bought few things for myself and Nike Digital Watch for baby . hehe . I hope you like it dear ! Actually , i thought of buying for him t-shirt but i don't know his size . Too bad lahh . Nevermind , at least i bought you something for you . By-the-way , i won't be blogging that often cause i will busy studying everyday especially during weekdays . Maybe i'll blog every weekend ? Insyallah .

To my love ,
It's already 1month we've been together . And im happy being with you . Appreciate your love and care . May it last long ! :) As for sure , my love towards you getting stronger . I notice that you were ain't like other man i've known before . You were different from them of course . You being a gentleman that always protect me and send me home everytime i met you . You hug me tightly everytime i felt cold . You lend your shoulders when im down . You never stop kissin' on my cheeks everytime . I feel lucky to have you right now . You give me happiness and laughter inside my life . That makes me love you more and more . Hehe . Now , i miss you so much since we didnt spend time for each other that often due to our busy-ness . How i wish i could meet you like everyday ? Impossible right ? I know i know . I miss you so dang much lah kans ! ;D Meet-up soon baby ! Saturday ? Shall we ?